Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Like instead of a brag book, I am assuming there is a brag blog. This is my first and I want to introduce you to my new baby girl.
Here we are. I am all hooked up and getting ready to go. Things are moving slowly because there was a full moon the night before which creates a full labor and delivery ward, according to my nurse.
I can honestly say that labor hurts and the epidural is totally worth it, but getting the epidural is another story.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Forgive and forget.... We've all heard it a million times. The forgiving I can do, it's the forgetting part I'm struggling with.
I just think that betrayal takes ahold of a relationship and basically strangles it to death. That's how I feel. Like I'm choking on every word I say to him because I want to feel what I'm saying, but I don't. Maybe with time it'll get better. Or maybe it'll get worse. I am one that tends to dwell on things which would lead me to believe the latter. I want to be optimistic and believe this person could love me enough to change and never do this to me again. I really, really, really want to.
I'm not quite there yet though. I'm still dwelling on the past. This changes the memories I had in so many ways. The good has turned ugly in my head.
So, where do I go from here? I'm just letting God take the lead on that. This is just a brief therapy session by way of blog.... Any constructive advice would be appreciated.
I've got a thousand other good things on my plate to keep me busy though. I'll get into those things on my next blog (which will be coming in a more timely fashion than this one).