today

so now is the part where we are supposed to try and make everything better. I wish this was easier. it would have been if i'd taken things slower and been a little more cautious from the get-go. but, this is my life and he is the one that i love, so now i try harder than i've ever tried before to make things work. one last big push....

root for me. pray for me. just try to think good thoughts for me.